Now i left with my family,passion and responsibility..
And so hard to be a grown adult, especially without a mom supporting..
I can`t vision myself in the future for now..
Because there`s lots of things going on in my mind..
Its so stressful here, need air to breathe..

Everybody needs help, so i am..
When its down to me, everybody just don`t care..
Do i deserve such treatment?..
Is God testing me?..
Giving me the hardest that i can`t possibly think of..

Have mercy on me..
Because i can`t take it this pressure..
Show me the way to lead..
Give me all the might to overcome..
Help me God..


I miss u mummy..
You always be my hero..
(Al-Fateha)-Amin..


-Nek-